The Rev. Dr.
Timothy Ives
First
Congregational Church
Chappaqua, New
York
April 1, 2001
John 12:1-8
In the early
eighties I took my first job in New York City. I became the executive
director of the Westside Youth Ministry. Of course I was the only employee
of the Westside Youth Ministry so besides being director I was also
secretary, custodian etc. I started in a little office in the Rutgers
Presbyterian Church on 73rd street just off Broadway. It was my own
little entrepreneurial start up. There was no IPO though. But it was my
initial public offering of my ministry.
My job was to
create a ministry to the teenagers of the Westside. I was really given
free reign to do whatever I wanted. It was great fun most of the time. I
worked with seven different churches from 59th street all the way up to
113th street trying to create programs that would touch all of their
youth. We did a lot of things. We started a basketball league we had
hundreds of kids involved in that program. We got a grant to weatherize
the churches and so we started a little jobs program. We got a local chef
to teach kids how to cook. We took retreats out to the country as the kids
said. Sometimes we would take a hundred and fifty kids. On these retreats
I came to realize how limited their experience was. They knew as little
about the country as I knew about the city. Dragonflies terrified them.
These streetwise city-tough kids were undone in the country. We went
often.
The whole
experience was an incredible education for me. It was the first time I
came into contact with real poverty. And most of these kids lived in real
poverty.
Bruce Williams
who was here a few weeks ago grew up in the Phipps Housing projects just
behind Lincoln Center. I don’t know what they are like now but back then
it was a scandal that such deplorable living conditions existed within a
stone’s throw of Lincoln Center.
The first time
I went to see Bruce I was shocked. I was shocked by the overwhelming
stench of urine in the halls. I was shocked by the broken windows that
were left unfixed for months or years even in the winter. I was shocked
that in his apartment they were running the gas stove for heat. I was
shocked by the mess that Bruce lived in. I was shocked by the number of
people who seemed to be living in his apartment. I was shocked that Bruce
had any sense of himself or his life at all.
Poverty, it was
the given for most of these kids. It didn’t take me long to be outraged
that so many kids were facing this kind of life and no one seemed to care.
I would become enraged by comments at parties I would hear about these
damn teenagers. I would try to set people straight about graffiti, rap
music, and break-dancing. All these things were becoming very popular
among the teens of the city at that time and I saw it as wonderful
self-expression and said so. There was a time during the early eighties
before the city really cracked down on graffiti when these kids would do
elaborate paintings on the trains. Many were wonderful. I always thought
the city should hire them and let them paint the subway cars any which
way. Of course most people just lumped it in with urban blight.
I didn’t like
to hear the way people talked about these kids and their problems. I didn’t
like the way everyone would make excuses for the fact that real poverty
existed in the city alongside such incredible wealth. Poverty doesn’t
have to exist we allow it to exist. I would say it often. I still believe
it today.
That is why
when I read a story from the Bible like the one for today that has Jesus
saying something like “The poor you always have with you.” I want to
ignore it or believe that Jesus could not have possibly said it.
Jesus who tells
the story of about the end time that allows that only those who fed the
poor, housed the homeless, cared for the sick are worthy of an eternal
reward. Jesus who continually sides with the poor in what he says and
does. Jesus who picks the poor widow out of all who gave to the Temple and
said that her two pennies were worth more than any other gift because she
was so dirt poor. Jesus who told the rich young man to sell all that he
had and then he would be perfect. Jesus who himself grew up in outback
Galilee where there was little but poverty could not have ever said, “The
poor you always have with you,” as if he did not care. He would have
never said not to give to the poor. And if he did say this I might be
tempted to side with Judas and betray this man who had seemingly turned on
his most basic teaching, and cashed in the people he loved.
Judas has a
point. Mary pours on to Jesus oil worth three hundred denarii. That is
almost a year’s wages! You remember when the compensation package of the
top executive of the United Way was revealed. It was hundred of thousands
of dollars and people were outraged. This is the same thing. Jesus who is
supposed to be about caring for the downtrodden luxuriates in something
that only the most pampered would use. It is wrong and Judas is right to
say so. We are right to be outraged if indeed this happened in this way.
I have to tell
you one more thing about my work in the city. It made me a little crazy. I
became very judgmental of anything and everything. I remember a friend
telling me they thought it might be time for me to take a rest from the
city. It was after one of my tirades that started “That is so typical of
this place . . .” Evidently I had been pointing out a lot about the city
and city life that was typical and terrible. I understood all the things
that were wrong but I had no sense of what was right.
This is Judas’
problem in this passage too. He is so busy bitching about what is wrong he
can’t or won’t see the miracle of his life with Jesus. He should be
reminded and we should remember when reading this passage that Mary is the
sister of Lazarus. Lazarus in this story is sitting right there. Lazarus
at this point is a rather unique individual. He has just recently been
raised from the dead. And all Judas can do is harp about his belief that
Jesus isn’t doing enough. What else could Mary do? Jesus just brought
her brother back from the dead. Anoint the man and don’t think it is
nearly enough.
There is much
that is wrong in this life. We know that. We can read it daily. And we
should do everything to alleviate suffering everywhere. But we do no good
if we deny the miracle that God has set in front of us and don’t
appreciate the grace that God pours on all of us daily. It is in gratitude
that we should serve God and others. Otherwise we might just find
ourselves, like Judas, betraying the very reason that we are here. In
Christ Jesus. Amen.